i love him in the most incredible way. finally, someone that i feel equal with. someone that loves me just as much as i love him. someone who is ridiculously nice as me and treats me in every way that i deserve. we are just plain incredible.

perfect

Valentines Day was won.der.ful. <333 I got together a banging outfit..pencil skirt, blouse, flats, and jacket. Spencer acted soooo excited when he saw me!!! I felt sooo good about myself. We went to a restaurant in Atlantic City and feasted on some seafood! Afterwards we went back to his place, drank wine, watched adorable footage of him as a young nerdy teenager in his old punk bands. CUTE.

Then yesterday he told me his sister forgot school work and that he had to drive to Philly to give it to her and wanted to come by and hangout! He showed up at my door with a suit and tie and would not come in until I read the card that he bought for me. Inside he taped a photo booth photos of him holding a sign in each one. First one said "Hi Colleen.." Second: "BE" Third: "MY" Fourth: "Girlfriend" and on the other side of the card he wrote two check boxes for Yes and No Thanks. He then whipped out a marker and asked me to fill it out! SO FUCKING CUTE. BEST EVER. HEAD OVER HEELS. Love every little thing about him.








oh, and of course I checked yes..

fuck it, if feeling vulnerable means i get to be this happy then i don't care. i'm pouring all of my emotions out .. this boy has my heart. he is pure gold.

Ugh, I've started feeling vulnerable.


so.fucking.scared.

snowed in

with the BEST boy ever. he brought over the best supplies and bought me roses.
<33333

i love

all of the friends that i have made in the last half year and all the others i've made stronger and less weak. i wouldn't want to give any of them up ever.

little things that i like to save

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.” - Washington Irving