I have a love in my life. It makes me stronger than anything you can imagine.

Slowly falling with head over heels. Wonderful. Honestly, I am so hapy that things didn't work out with my ex. I would never be where I am now in my life and I would've never met this wonderful wonderful dude. Spencer is beyond wonderful.

Saturday night I drove down to Egg Harbor and we both arrived at his place at the same time. He bought some wine, talked with his family, and we watched a movie together. We can never ever wake up early so in the afternoon we got up went out for breakfast and drove over to Ocean City, walked on the boardwalk, went to the arcade and played video games together. Took photos in the photobooth. They are wonderful. After that we went over to the end of the beach/bay to watch the sun set. We then headed back to his house for a little bit and then went to the Hibatchi for dinner. So much fun, he made friends with the black women and they said they wanted to go to our wedding and showed him pictures of her baby. aaaaaaand after that we went to get more wine so that we could lay in bed and watch Rob & Big and then Zach Galifinakis comedy dvd. Perfect day. This morning we got up, grabbed some coffee together he went off to work and I drove him.

I like him in a HUGE way and I can be 100% myself with him. Never have I ever been able to do that with a guy. I act exactly how I act like when I am with my sister. It's fucking wonderful.