i miss listening to the mean streets and going to their shows. i honestly love them.

ew, somehow i've become a total single guy magnet and 90% of me doesn't want it. haha but it is fabulous none the less.

haha I don't know why I get really sour during holidays and such. I think it's all the hours at work and the crazy people. I should honestly just be happy. I'm talking to a few guys and they are all very interested. I've been making money and I have been managing it well. I go out a lot and have a ton of friends. & they are all unbelievable friends. and a family that helps me whenever they can and gives all of their hearts to me. im lucky as hell.

i am tho i little upset that my roomie will be moving. we love eachother! although i am excited for another refresh so fast. hopefully i find someone fabulous to live with in this awesome apartment.

I think I'm going to be just as sad on christmas as I was on thanksgiving. i don't like the holidays anymore without him. it just doesn't feel right anymore..&& i really miss his family.

...it still really pulls at my heart sometimes.

winter time begs for you to get under the covers with someone and spoon. :)

lady pimping aint easy

can't shake this heaving feeling off my chest.

but i am so happy any way :) for real. i love every single person in my life and where i am heading. i only have an interest in myself and having fun. can't wait for january for my los angeles trip. i want to travel oh so much.