:(

I've been bottling up way too many emotions. Trying to cover everything up and keep myself busy. Trying to keep my mind off of all of it. It's starting to eat at me. I don't know. But honestly I don't want to go over it any more in my mind. There are no answers and there isn't any type of resolution. Just time to restart, refresh, and renew every thing. Maybe I'm just in a bad mood, lonely, and tired. Can a cute fucking dude please just come into my life and distract me even more? I've got such a big heart .. I'm tired of it feeling so empty. I just want to forget the past again.


Consider this, that he was moving on while
She was busy trying to pass the time
Between the previous and next nervous breakdown.
The girl had given up the love of her life.

Oh, you really need to settle down,
And let it go.
You really need settle down,
No you really need to let it go.
For good, forget his lies -
It's the only way to save your life.
'Cause this is restitution
For the love you've thrown away.

Just say you left me like you could.
Oh, oh you said you never would.
Just say it's done, and be gone.
Just say it's done, and be gone.