I believe the unthinkable can come true, If you want it to.

:) For the first time, in what feels like a long time, I'm sure I can say I am genuinely happy with at least 90% of my life. I've got a freaking awesome apartment, and I paired that with a totally rocking roomate. Absolutlely wonderful friends, old ones that I have reconnected with, all of my current ones, and new ones consistently. My family is always there to help me. Some what financial stabilty has entered it's way in now that I have reduced my monthly bills and stability is only becoming stronger with the future.

& for once I really do not want to be in a relationship with a guy. Sure, when I feel 'lonely' and want someone to hold me and of course when I want a make-out sesh, I do haha But I don't want to be held down just yet. Yeah, I def want to meet guys and kinda see people but I don't want anything serious especially when my heart still pull towards my ex and the fact that I am finally finding out how to make myself happy without another being.

:)