I'm staying on the charming side of drunk

I have no idea what going inside my mind anymore. I have never been this confused ever. What is going on in my life? I feel like it flipped upside down over night. I've enjoyed being with people a lot though and I'm happy I have great people in my life.

There's been some boys I've talked to. But honestly I don't want to be with anyone. I'm way to afraid to ever get hurt again.