Heavy Heart

I still wake up all night and wonder why you are not in bed next to me..then call your name out to the living room only to remember I've lived in this apartment alone for the past week. My heart feels so very heavy all of the the time.

Two months ago he told me how much he wanted to be able to buy me a ring and only a week ago he was telling me how sad he gets when I go to work first because he misses holding me in his arms.