Do you still believe in me like I believe

i don't think anyone could ever know how i feel. honestly. & i hate myself for it.

i really thought he was someone true and genuine. he was someone that i would've given the world to. someone i wanted to please so hard every day and every moment. someone who told me that they cared the same exact way about me. and he made me believe he honestly wanted to spend his life with me.

but nope. he didn't try hard enough and just fucked everything up and tried to get out of it the easy way. he says he is sorry and that he feels so bad over this but his actions don't speak the same way.

so whatever, you two deserve each other. it will never work anyway.