I ain't no wolf, but I'm hungry for your looks, alright, this much is true.

Thank you god for cigarettes, iced coffee, and music.

Driving and walking around the city is so soothing to me. I get to think so much about my life and what I want and I've come to a lot on conclusions. Honestly, maybe this break up was a good thing. I get to start all over again and I don't have anyone holding me back. I get to live my life and act my own age. No more trying to be someone in their mid 30s and never having fun in life.

Tomorrow I'm going to the Philly Seaport Museum to go see their new(er) exhibit 'Skin & Bones'. Tattoos in the life of an American Sailor. I love traditional style a lot and I'm sure I'm going to be walking out of there wanting even more tattoos than I already plan to have.

&& I also get to go with the most adorable boy that I have seen in the city, ever. :o)

Oh, Lord knows I'm tired,

But I, I, I won't rest my head until I'm home.And if my hands find themselves another body, well, You can't blame them for trying to keep warm. Oh, lord knows I'm weak,But I, I, I can't clear my head if I'm asleep.

It's been one perfect crime, all my life until tonight.

I'm going to make September my bitch.

I'm staying on the charming side of drunk

I have no idea what going inside my mind anymore. I have never been this confused ever. What is going on in my life? I feel like it flipped upside down over night. I've enjoyed being with people a lot though and I'm happy I have great people in my life.

There's been some boys I've talked to. But honestly I don't want to be with anyone. I'm way to afraid to ever get hurt again.

Do you still believe in me like I believe

i don't think anyone could ever know how i feel. honestly. & i hate myself for it.

i really thought he was someone true and genuine. he was someone that i would've given the world to. someone i wanted to please so hard every day and every moment. someone who told me that they cared the same exact way about me. and he made me believe he honestly wanted to spend his life with me.

but nope. he didn't try hard enough and just fucked everything up and tried to get out of it the easy way. he says he is sorry and that he feels so bad over this but his actions don't speak the same way.

so whatever, you two deserve each other. it will never work anyway.

<3

you both are fucking scumbags

Heavy Heart

I still wake up all night and wonder why you are not in bed next to me..then call your name out to the living room only to remember I've lived in this apartment alone for the past week. My heart feels so very heavy all of the the time.

Two months ago he told me how much he wanted to be able to buy me a ring and only a week ago he was telling me how sad he gets when I go to work first because he misses holding me in his arms.